-Steve G
September 1st, 1999
There is a hole inside of me that I just can not fully explain;
But it is indeed there and has been causing me considerable pain.
There is a hole inside of me, from which I can not run;
There are so many remnants of past happiness and fun.
There is a hole inside of me that I just can not seem to fill;
Please allow me to speak from my heart, for a moment, if you will.
There is a hole inside of me where a true and great friendship belongs;
I don't understand why it is there, but understanding is for what my heart truly longs.
There is a hole inside of me, for which I undoubtedly helped create;
I've tried to be strong and keep my distance, something I had hoped that you would appreciate.
There is a hole inside of me, and I know things will not be exactly like they were in the past;
But there have been so many precious and cherished times, and I hope these memories will last.
There is a hole inside of me and it has been fueling me with doubt;
And it has left me sore from the inside out.
There is a hole inside of me, and I am searching within it for my best friend;
I most certainly hope that it is not too late, because I thought it strong enough that it would never end.
There is a hole inside of me, and let me share one last thing that is very true;
I want you to know my dear friend, that I really and truly do miss you!